Do you really think youre the first person on the Internet to make a complete fool of themselves?? No way and you won't be the last so get over it as the damage is done, and move on like nothing happened.
Chalk it up to experience and let it go and handle someones reply as they come but no one may even say anything so you're sweating the small things in life here so stop it.
Make a new avatar and user. I did that back in my Ask.com days. Back in the old days when I was an asker I used to be known as "Creston19" and I was a pretty dumb guy. I mean seriously I was really dumb I was sexist, racist,, xenophobic, Islamophobic, and homophobic. I was so ashamed of my username on Ask.com that I created a new account.
If you are really that desperate you can do the same.....although you shouldn't because we won't judge you.
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